这次..是真的吗?
Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 11:10:00 PMhmm..i hate myself..
always say wanna give up..
always say wanna avoid..
but yet! i cannot do that...
although is stupid..
but today at sch suddenly i feel that...i shud fight for what i want
yeah..so i did a stupid things today again..
find him...go buy things..
thn we talk a lot...hurt man..
but let me realise something..
something that i dun wanna admit...
anyway,afther today this stuff..
i feel that..itS ENOUGH!!!
really...i dun wanna hurt myself anymore..
i wanna love myself more from now on..
yeah~haha..
i admit..i cry until what today..
still have to say thanks to you all..
everyday say thx at blog de..
haha..gary~yeah...u r the first^^
coz yesterday u call frm austrailia really let me damn touched..
if u fly back i hug hug u..
haha...sorry also...made u recall all those sad memories..
hmm..as what u say...
the person who dunno cherish u...jus go away
aha...what u advise me...wish me...really damn useful..
u r a man...lolzzz.
haha...qing also lah...
both of us enough ady lah..
jus passssss all those memory away lah....
i delete everything about him le...
even fnf...he is the second after honey man...
i delete also...coz..i dun wanna be a irritatin gal..
i dun wan...i noe who am i..
i know i can stand up...but not on my own..
haha..thx yitian also..wahh..
so surprise got ur msg..haha...
thzthz..and IPS..i know u all always be with me^^
and zhao ling..lee wah....honey sure de lah...hmm kelly...
hmm vinson.^^(see u on wed oh)..jie...hmm...kunyou? yeah~haha~
gambateh ya^^c u on friday..
hmm..who else eh..
arghh..lotz lah..if i forget about u..
dun worry..u r still in my HEART..
today...8/9/08
i really gonna forget him..
as what i promise and swear..
i wont find him le...or else...................
secret~haha..
anyway,i m back^^
really..this time..is true bah!
feel that..i m blessed because of u all..
u all is much more important than him le..
haha~frenz forever**
always say wanna give up..
always say wanna avoid..
but yet! i cannot do that...
although is stupid..
but today at sch suddenly i feel that...i shud fight for what i want
yeah..so i did a stupid things today again..
find him...go buy things..
thn we talk a lot...hurt man..
but let me realise something..
something that i dun wanna admit...
anyway,afther today this stuff..
i feel that..itS ENOUGH!!!
really...i dun wanna hurt myself anymore..
i wanna love myself more from now on..
yeah~haha..
i admit..i cry until what today..
still have to say thanks to you all..
everyday say thx at blog de..
haha..gary~yeah...u r the first^^
coz yesterday u call frm austrailia really let me damn touched..
if u fly back i hug hug u..
haha...sorry also...made u recall all those sad memories..
hmm..as what u say...
the person who dunno cherish u...jus go away
aha...what u advise me...wish me...really damn useful..
u r a man...lolzzz.
haha...qing also lah...
both of us enough ady lah..
jus passssss all those memory away lah....
i delete everything about him le...
even fnf...he is the second after honey man...
i delete also...coz..i dun wanna be a irritatin gal..
i dun wan...i noe who am i..
i know i can stand up...but not on my own..
haha..thx yitian also..wahh..
so surprise got ur msg..haha...
thzthz..and IPS..i know u all always be with me^^
and zhao ling..lee wah....honey sure de lah...hmm kelly...
hmm vinson.^^(see u on wed oh)..jie...hmm...kunyou? yeah~haha~
gambateh ya^^c u on friday..
hmm..who else eh..
arghh..lotz lah..if i forget about u..
dun worry..u r still in my HEART..
today...8/9/08
i really gonna forget him..
as what i promise and swear..
i wont find him le...or else...................
secret~haha..
anyway,i m back^^
really..this time..is true bah!
feel that..i m blessed because of u all..
u all is much more important than him le..
haha~frenz forever**
